REMUK REDAM -kyra-

first. dah dapat result. 3 subj je. tp 3 subjek tu laa yg buat ak rase mcm na bunuh diri je. LK, AddMaths and Civil. tah laa. mmg da ready na turun clas tp ready na msok Awam 2 je, tana jao2. adess. mmg mura gle laa 'air terjun' aku mggu neh. hari2 na banjir. selamat laa ta bgkak mate neh. hm, mane tahh pegy syakira yg dlu, syakira yg susa na ngs pasal bnde2 cneh, syakira yg chill je ta kesa ape pun jd coz peeps owez there beside her, syakira yg ta pna na kesa ap pun result dy coz she deserves get a chance to success n pntu kejayaan slalu tbukak tok dy. tp skrg, ble da tade APGS, PW, or sng cte, im not belonging to the school girl anymore, everything changed. makin teruk sbnarnye ak neh. cner tah na gytwu mama sal ni. mama, sory sgt2. lina pon ta expect result trok cneh. i'm a failure kan maa? i've dissappointed u kan ma? mama, soryy sgt mama. lina ta sgje. huu. mama ni, mara laa lina. knp ble da jd cneh mama still tana ckp pape? ta mara lgsg?  sabar je spnjg masa? pretend that's nothing much pon if my result like a hell. mama mesti malu kan? soryy lagi.  haihh. yup, kalau bole putar masa blek, i'll NEVER and will not moving from APGS! hm. BYE2 Awam 1. im gonna miss you a lot. tcer safina yg supportive tu, tcer lian yg sabar gyla, papa bob yg sempoi jee haha, cegu zuraifah yg owez smgt, cegu santiyani yg cantikk tuu, cegu roslina yg bnyk formula LK but so very much sory i cant make it :( , ustazah afifah yg baek tuu, cegu irwanni yg mmg naa tgok ktorg betul2 bdikari, cikgu zulhelmi yg bnyk bcerita and mostly daddy zul yg penyayang. thanks a lot, teachers.
second, betul kata adila, laki sng naek sbb pmpn tp pmpn mmg akan jato merudum pasal lelaki. knp kne mcm tu? tah. well, terbukti betul. dy mmg meningkat gegyla kot. tu laa, da ckp da mcm langit ngn bumi kte neh tp kau tana kasi ak putus asa jugakk. tah laa, ak cuba, oke? congratz btw. im proud of u. :)
third. mcm tana jd prefect je next year tp prefect bkn main reason result ak trok. hm. bkn sbb neh tp malu laa, takan prefect result mcm ape jeh kan. haih. tah laa. nty laa pk.
forth.ak try na cheer up blek tp tah, smgt dah hilang. mcm taufan katrna da bwk sekali smg ak pergi. pastu pasal na kne handle jamuan UBK ni, mcm da tade mood tp tah laa. mane laa na dpt smgt blek ek? MR Salad? hm, taa. lg laa ak tade smgt klo dgn dy sbb maluu tahap mlampau kat dy. ye laa. dy pandai, aku?
fifth, amar, tengs. knp kau slalu ade ble ak perlukan seseorg? ko slalu na jd the best utk ak kan? hm. tengs laa mase tuu. i feel better jugak kot time tu. knp kau mcm lg knl ak than dri ak sndri? knp mcm tu? tp, kau jgn mharap ape2 dr ak k? fara ckp ak dgn kau mcm sweet kpel je ble jalan same2 tp ak rase ak dgn ko mcm adk ngn abg je even ak lahir dlu. tp, tengs sgt weh. mmg sjak dlu baek kau dkat ak ta pna bkurang. 'mane pegy ko yg dlu? ko yg slalu buat org hepy? ko yg ta pna give up? come on laa beb, baru cket dugaan kau dpt kau da mcm2. bangkit weh. org yg tgok kau akn down jugak kalau kau mcm ni. kau dah laen sgt ni. tu laa. maen2 lg. ble ak na aja tu siyes cket. jgn mnyesal ape yg da jd. kau boleh weh. ak percayakan kau. cuma, jgn maen2 lg oke? '. amar, ak ta bole laa. da give up abes ni.
sixth. fyra. tengs. malu betul nangis depan kau masa tuu tp ak rasa nangis dpn kau jalan tbaek release semua bnde. kau mmg mmbe terhebat. kau punya supportive ak salute gyla tp buat masa ni ak mmg da ta bole na bangkit lagi. i really mean it bnde2 yg ak merepek kat kau masa tuu. bnde tuu yg ak plg tkot snanye. suasana kat gombak dgn APGS plus PW laen sgt weh. ak ta bole terima mcm nii. im not happy. selamat lahh kau kat gombak jugak kalau tak ak tataw ape jd dgn life ak skrg. yup, i need u in my life. jgn pergi dr hidup aku tau? kalau takk, jiwaa ak bole mati kot.
last. E7, thank you so much. ak ta sabar na kua ngn korg sabtu nii. ta sabar na jamuan dorm. kte mlntk hbes2 for the last time as Extraordinary 7 2010 oke? iloveyou.
IM GIVING UP! sorry, everyone. i need my own privacy just now so msg sape yg ta dibalas tuu, maaf.